hi my name is kim and i have 4 kids two boys 11 and 9 and two girls 8 and 6 they live with their daddy in middle town ohio and i live in newark ohio my 8 year old just had a birthday nov 26 and me with no job couldnt send her anything and now still no job i cant even buy one christmas gift for them again this year. the sad thing is they think i gave then away cause i didnt want to love them anymore please help me